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Friday, February 20, 2009

Hey guys! I'm soo sooo soooo sorry for not updating for a while. Things have been so hetic here and I have a lot to tell you! Unfortunately I still can't really update right now because I have to get ready for class, and today I dont think I'll be back in my room after 1pm! Urgh, today is a very busy day filled with back to back to back things.

But I just wanted to update that my current weight is.......:

137.5 !!!!!!! Hell yeah =-D

I haven't weighed that in a looong time, and since today is so busy that I probably won't be able to basically eat anything, I actually might be able to meet my goal of 135 tomorrow. We'll see *crosses fingers*.

I miss you girls and I'll comment the minute I can actually sit down and have the time too ! Have an amazing day and stay strong <3

 

 


Sunday, February 15, 2009

Cw: 139.5

Thank god! haha I was scared that I gained because of eating at Ruby Tuesdays last night, but I'm sure dancing at the party is what really kept me from gaining. But now its time to get back on track. I've been slacking lately with the binges and going out to eat. The challenge starts today so that should help keep me focused.

Now, to homework =-(

::Intake::
B - none (0)
L - Salad w/ 2 slices of deli turkey (100), 1 egg white (17)
D - Salad w/ Fajita styled chicken (285)
Points: 10

Exercise
Dance practice (-214)
Points: 15
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Total: 402 calories - 214 burned = 188 calories
Total points: 25

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Saturday, February 14, 2009

Happy Valetine's Day!!!  <3

cw: 139.5

Finally I'm in the 130s! I didn't make my goal for today of 138, but I'm only 1.5 lbs off so I'm not upset about it.

Yesterday was good. My friends and I went to see Friday the 13th, which wasn't scary at all, and there were these annoying teenage boys behind us that would not shut the fuck up because this was their first rated 'R' movie even though they were only 14. My friend and 4 of his friends just bought this really nice 5 bed-room house so we went there to check it out and chilled for a few hours. We went picking through out the whole house because there are still a lot of personal stuff from the old owner who just died. We found out that he graduated from Catholic University of America in 1940, served in WWII and received the Purple Heart, went to Yale and Harvard and became a doctor, and still has the newspaper headlining the First Man on the Moon.

So, today is Valentine Day. Nothing exciting is happening for lil old single me =-( like always haha.  Ya know, I've never, ever, ever had a Valetine so I'm used to this. Both of my friends have boyfriends so they are going to be spending time with them this entire weekend. One of them, though, got me suspicious that my "ex" might do something for me or ask me to be his Valentine because he came to her room and started asking questions about me and whether or not I had plans for today, and then he apparently called last night but I didn't have any service at my friends house so I never got it. But he hasn't asked me anything yet and I don't think is going to.

So instead I'm going to be studying for my history mid-term, writing my english paper, and going to salsa practice.

//Edit @ 10:52pm//

So JR, my "ex", did ask me to be his valentine. My very first valentine. I say my "ex" with quotation marks because we were hooking up for a couple of months last year but never had the girlfriend/boyfriend title. We were about to but I told him I wouldn't be his girlfriend until we at least went on one date. So we planned to have a date that Friday when I found that he hooked up with another girl on that Wednesday, and I broke it off. Since then there has been this back and forth. He admits that he was an asshole, and we've both admitted that we still kind of like each other. ANYWAY, we were going to go to dinner at the Olive Garden and I had looked up the nutritional stuff and knew what I was going to order, but when we got there there was a 1 1/2 hour wait time. So we went to Ruby Tuesdays instead and lets say that I ate a lot. I mean A LOT A LOT A LOT!

But I'm about to go out and party and dance so hopefully I will burn a lot of calories and the damage won't be too bad. Talk to you girls tomorrow!

::Intake::


B -  1/2 Gluten Free carrot cake bar (80)
L - none (0)
D - Ruby Tuesdays
Exercise:
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Total: over 1000 calories

 

 

  

    

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Friday, February 13, 2009

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Cw: 140.0

Today is going to be a relaxing day which I definitely need! I'm done with classes right now so I can chill in my dorm before going to work at 2-5pm then step practice from 5-6pm. I'll probably come back to the room after dinner and catch up on my Grey's Anatomy and Private Practice. I had no clue that the new season started already and I'm so far behind!

My genetics professor brought in cupcakes to celebrate Mendel's (from Mendel's theorem about genes and qualitative traits) birthday, and I couldn't resist! I've been craving a cupcake for a while and I just grabbed it without thinking, oops!

Always, I'm joining a challenge right now that starts on Sunday, Feb. 15-March15. If anyone is interested in joining go to lumiere_defi


I'll update more later.

::Intake::
B - Vanilla cupcake w/ vanilla frosting (177)
L - tba
D - tba
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Thursday, February 12, 2009

Cw: 140.0!!!!

Yey! so there goes another like [x] to put next to 140 in my goals. It also mean I've lost 13 lbs since Jan. 19!!!!

But I must confess. I binged hugely last night. Over 1000 calories, and then I purged it all. I've never purged as much as I did last night. After my binge I weighed myself and was 145.5, then I purged for 2 HOURS, and afterwards I was 141 lbs The whole thing was bittersweet. I was disgusted to see how much food was in my stomach and relieved to get it all out, but this is a habit I don't want to have. I've purged 3 times so far this month and I don't want to do it again, BUT....it feels so great to get all of that food out....:sigh:

::Intake::
B - none (0)
L - 1/2 Nutrigrain Bar (70)
S - 1/2 Nutrigrain Bar (70)
D  - grapes (98), BBQ Soy chips (140), 13 cheez its (55)
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Total: 433 calories

Wow, I didn't realize the grapes were going to be that many calories, and dinner was nothing but junk.

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